Favorite Fan Fics are:
Let your light shine
An extraordinary life
The Red Line
My Yes, My No
Dark Side of the moon
Creature of habit
Clipped wings/inked armor
Master of the universe
The Office (this video is based on it)
Blood & Lust
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
After a long, long 25 day absence we finally said hello, and now you're off again?
The long journey begins for the New Moon promotional tour...Japan, London, Paris, Germany to name a few.
I want to be your lover, but feel like your mother sometimes (well I'm old enough to be, ahem).
I worry so much about you flying all over the world with the horrible pilots and planes we have these days.
I worry about what it will be like when you land...the screaming fans, the horrible, despicable paparazzi..it sickens me to know what lies ahead of you.
But, I also know from the past that you will smile at everyone, show your true grace above all else, because that's what you do my love.
Please know that you are in my heart 100% of each and everyday, and that I really do say thank you each day that you are here with us.
Be safe my love, I'll be waiting as always for your safe return.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Courtesy of Thinking Of Rob
Thank you Fakerparis & Maria for the amazing Untagged Cover!
Just Kill Me Now!!!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
With New Moon ready to rise in theaters Nov. 20, director Chris Weitz wants it known: He is going to try to make you cry.
"We've tried our best to deliver on the romantic scenes in the film, and I would like to be able to produce more tears than any movie before, if possible," Weitz told PEOPLE at the Hollywood Film Festival's Hollywood Awards Monday of capturing moments in the Twilight saga's love triangle. "If we could only weigh them with some kind of cubic tear measure!"
Weitz, who took over the directing reigns from Catherine Hardwicke, admits delivering the passion, thrills and heartache in the hotly anticipated sequel wasn't easily done.
"I've handled it very badly, because I'm extremely envious of Rob [Pattinson] and Taylor [Lautner]," he said laughing. "What I've realized is that they have a very tough job – not just playing the characters that they play, but living lives that are now very much under scrutiny all the time."
He adds, the intense level of attention – including speculation about cast members' love lives – was challenging for everyone. "To be honest, even making the movie is under a tremendous amount of scrutiny now, so that when the cast went back to Vancouver there were cameras everywhere," he said. "Everyone knows where every set is going to be. It goes with the Internet and all the information is out there all the time, and whenever one of them is spotted it's immediately Twittered."
The director said he had to resort to some extreme measures to avoid the prying eyes of paparazzi and fans while on location. "I can remember trying to barricade some windows by turning tables over so that they couldn't look in at a cast dinner that they we were having," he admitted.
Nevetheless, Weitz thinks the New Moon stars are gracefully dealing with the attention. "I think that they handle it very well really. They're smart kids – I can say that because I'm 40 – and they've got good heads on their shoulders. So they'll be all right."
As for himself? "The moment this film is out I go away because no one really knows what I look like," he said. "At least that's my plan!"
Monday, October 26, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
It's been so long since we've seen you. Oct 3 to be exact, and not under the best circumstances; in fact horrible. That was the night you & Kristen were chased into your hotel by the trolls.
Please know your fans NEVER want to see this. We do not enjoy those photos or videos. They make us cringe, cry, and feel so much anger that we want to cause bodily harm to those with the cameras. I was right down the street from you when this happened and I'm glad I wasn't there to see it in person, because my natural instinct to protect, love and devour you would have won out, and I would of ended up in jail for assault against the asshole who followed you.
Eclipse is winding down, last week I believe, and then your whirlwind of New Moon promotions begin, where you'll be flying from one country to the next. I will be thrilled to see you and hear your beautiful voice, but sad for you at the same time. The screaming and madness will begin again.
I hope you get some family time before you take off for your next role. I look forward yo seeing you soon.
Your Girl Always...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
This is such a beautiful photo from the new People magazine. It looks like David Slade is doing a great job and Rob looks so beautiful here, my heart swells and breaks just a little more.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
Melissa & I as we begin our journey.
Here's Rob leaving Pinkys Sat night. I did not take this photo. Missed him by 15 minutes.
With great anticipation and hope, my 2 friends + 1 really not invited daughter of one friend, hit the road for Vancouver in search of the mighty Rob and Eclipse filming.
We arrived around 1:00 and checked into hotel, then set out for Robson St. It was very crowded, and walking around you take your life in your hands, but safer than trying to drive in downtown. I will try to avoid writing all the annoying things of said daughter..but must say, she was very picky about places we wanted to go, where we wanted to eat, the menu, the prices-an hour in and friend #1 and I wanted to kill daughter of friend #2.
We went by Rob's hotel several times to see if maybe we could catch a glimpse, but no luck. We did not want to approach him, just see him. Friend #2 and daughter both knew this is what the trip was ALL about, but still managed to complain "how long are you going to stay here? It's cold, I'm tired, this is boring" Shut the fuck up. We made it clear this is what the trip was about, and all it was about was seeing Rob, some cast members, maybe some filming.
Friday night we hit Hamilton and went to Blue Water Cafe. It was very busy, very crowded and had a little over an hour wait. Bar was standing room only, Of course, more complaints followed. Shut the fuck up..please god...
We finally sat at the bar (well 3 did, one stood) and I noticed a very cute (gorgeous) guy 4 stools away and immedialtey thought it was Xavier Samuel (Riley). No one really believed me because they weren't familiar with what he looks like. I asked the bartender, but she didn't know. He was eating, and I didn't want to bother him, but I stared...a lot.
After he was through eating, I took a deep breath and went up to him and asked him if he's Xavier, and he smiled and said "yes I am". I introduced myself and we shook hands and chatted for about 5 minutes. Total sweetheart, and just adorable. Because we were in a very busy public place, I respectfully did not ask for a photo or autograph.. He left a short time later, but walked by me and waived before he left.
Score! First vampire!
Friend #1 and I went back to Rob's hotel late that night, but still no sighting. We found out later they had filmed late into the night.
Saturday, we went out and got coffee & muffin, and back to Rob's hotel. The other 2 were tired, and didn't want to come. Good. While there, I spotted 4 mid-aged women standing there and told my friend, "they're stalkers". Oh yea, guess we are too. They left for a few minutes, then came back, and one asked if we knew who was staying here. Of course, they were fellow Rob lovers from VA. We chatted a moment, and told them about my meeting Xavier the night before. They were impressed, as they hadn't seen anyone yet.
We stayed a bit longer, and the other 2 showed up, wanting to know what we were going to do today. Well, what'cha think? They wanted to sight see & shop, we wanted to hunt vampires. Long story short, they went their way, we went ours.
We drove out to Surrey to see if we could find Bella's house. We found the street, but not the house. Back downtown, Robson, Granville...found a cute bar and dropped our asses in there.
Hostess was very nice and asked why we were in town. I gave up my guilty secret, and after a few minutes of chatting with her, and her decided we weren't crazy stalkers, she told me she and Jackson are very good friends. She gave me some tips on where they might be that night. She was so sweet and didn't have to do that, and I'm really happy to have met her.
We go back to hotel, everyone tired and napping (not me, I'm too excited) I made it clear we were going back to Yaletown and Hamilton street that night. We walked down there (more complaints BTW) and once discovered it was going to be really long waits again...and the wining and complaining started again, I gave in and we left and drove to Gastown. Hated it down there..nothing but crzy wild drunk people, and we almost got hit by a drunk driver.
We ended up and the bar in the hotel and had dinner & drinks.
I told my friend I felt like it was a mistake to leave Yaletown, I had a feeling Rob would be there. Of course, he was. Rob & Kristen were right across the street from us having dinner and we missed them by 15 minutes. I never wanted to kill someone so bad in my life.
After I saw the pappz photos & video, I was glad we didn't see them after all because it was disgusting what they did to Rob and Kris, and I felt sick that I had wanted to see them so bad.
We left on Sunday. Complaints and other crap on the way home...we couldn't wait to get out of the fucking car.
Friday, October 2, 2009
No, I'm not going to be made to feel guilty or made to feel like a stalker...this is all in fun, and just wanting to live out a fantasy.
At my age that's all I have left is my fantasies, since I don't date I'm the real world.
No real plan, other than hanging out in yaletown, gastown, and any fucking bar I can park my ass on.
Rob honey, I'm looking for you and would just love to say hi (and I worship you).